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Welcome to my Journey Out Labyrinth Maze site! 

I am currently struggling with an eatingdisorder. However with help from my husband, Miriam my therapist and my awesome friends both online and nearby, I can conquer this demon from Hell. Also stand victorious! I would like to help others through this hell. If you have any questions or want to talk e-mail at Katrinalyss@wowway.com.

The Labyrinth Maze

 

 

The eating disorder is like a labyrinth maze. This maze looks appealing from the outside but what really holds is: self hurt, fear, sadness, health destruction.

The unsuspecting person is at the maze door, and they hear the voice beckoning them inside. That voice is the devil's inviting them into hell.

However the devil/ED makes it appealing so the potential victim does not know what it really is. This labyrinth could be: a new diet, or way to fix the person, even though there isn't anything wrong with the person in the first place. However ED wants them to believe that he, she, can fix all the individual’s problems by just following their advice.

Once the victim is in the maze ,may seem harmless at first the weight may go off and they may feel good about themselves. However as the labyrinth gets deeper and darker, it gets more treacherous because the ED wants more and more of the victim, meaning more weight off and less food to live on.

When the victim get so entrenched in the maze that he or she can not find their way out the will need a map out of the maze, and someone to guide them out.

There are two forces that in play, the ED that invites the person to go deeper into the maze, which could be very bad for the person. When the person wants the way out, the ED will try and convince them that they can do this themselves. This is the deceitful part of ED. I know I have been down this road and doing it again.

However I have a map for the way out of it, and I have two great guides, my husband who encourages me to stay on track with the given map.

My other guide is Miriam, my therapist. She has helped me before with this and now I am trusting her way more than I did the first time. I know she will lead me out again and hopefully I can stay out of the labyrinth maze for good!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dear Satan,

I have come to tell you I am done with you! I have no room for you in my life. You have affected me in these ways:

  • Made me feel bad about myself

  • Ruined my relationship with food

  • Filled me with self-doubt when I do eat

  • Scream at me to exercise

  • This taunting need for perfection in class and in life

 

Guess what? I am taking my life back starting now!

1.I am going to follow Miriam's food suggestions and no it won't make me heavy but healthy.

2. I will write in my journal when you taunt me and let Miriam what is going. That is right I am not going to hide going to expose the lies that you tell me that way she can help me.

3. I trust her because she has never lied to me like you did.

 

Let's you and I part ways. It is for the best of my health and happiness.

No longer your prisoner or your punching bag!

 

 

Katrin Rosinski

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You Promised Me

You promised me a better life if I went went with your directions

However you given me nothing but anxiety, pain, insecurity and fear of food.

You had me believing that I was only valued by the number on the scale. If the number went up, I was a bad person and if the number went down then I was good.

I don't want to live my life like that having to run away from food, being afraid to eat, and my self-worth being torn down little by little as you take away the true Kat.

I want my life back and it will with the help of Miriam and my husband Terry.
I will eradicate you from my life.

It may take some time but it will be worth to have you out of my life and living life as I should be not as you want me to!

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